Author: jennthompson

like the schedule of a lazy perfectionist.

empty but full of stuff … i dunno.

i don’t really have a “schedule” but … a routine.

so it looks good. it looks like exactly how i like it.

yes

because i am quitting smoking and pmsy and also a single mom.

because i am going to lose my mind trying to teach my young child, and not because of the pandemic but just … because it’s a lot, all the time.

because i haven’t had a break this week and i am SO freaking tired.

yes. i felt irritated today.

1. my first child
2. my second child
3. getting some really good dick

A Time to Kill

my cousins.

i miss being out there every summer. in ontario.

i miss the warm, humid air. i miss the cottage.

i miss the family reunion every year. with the same old games … the egg toss and the three legged race.

i miss being little and going to theBarn to buy candy.

i miss trying to catch minnows. or making up silly dances with kids in the same age group as me.

i miss my auntie. and her folding chairs that turned into tiny beds in the basement that was kiiiinda scary to me.

🙂

i remember time with my cousins fondly.

On an acreage, or operating farm. Popping up tiny homes for my children to grow into. With our very own one room school house and a HUGE shop with an even bigger greenhouse,

I want to look out on my back 40 instead of my back yard.

I want to be doing the same things there as I do here … just bigger and more of it, like on a bigger scale.

I want to be planning for the celebration of Lillian graduating from whatever sort of post high school education she chooses.

I want to be enjoying the last vestiges of my son being a little boy, as he faces puberty and all of the growth into manhood that brings.

I want to be noticing more grey than brown left. And laugh lines more deeply etched.

🙂

EVERYTHING

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no, really.

everything.

Well that’s obvious, silly …

ACTUALIZED INCLUSION

all around the world, with the same song.

not even kidding.

that every person would feel encouraged to meet their potential. that every individual would know they are valued. that all person’s would pursue their purpose.

#MorningThoughts

steak and shrimp or lobster tails has been on my mind lately. must be because i am a girl and it is closing in on valentimes.

i started salivating over the idea yesterday and had to talk myself out of ordering from somewhere. i spent WAY too much ordering in when i first broke my heel bone and now that i am almost back to normal, i am not going to waste any cash on that any more.

i have steaks in the freezer. i could take some out. and buy some shrimp or whatever i want with it. i have actually never cooked lobster before. i could try that.

it’s cheaper to make at home, and also tastes better, if you ask me

maybe i will not be so lazy!

#MorningThoughts

grocery shopping.

i have to go grocery shopping after homeschool for the BoyBun.

i don’t even have a list yet. but i know i need a lot of things.

the BoyBun has been requesting to come to the grocery store lately, and i haven’t been myself in almost 2.5 months because of the broken calcaneus. but … today is the day.

super freezing cold warning and all.

today is the day. i go back to the grocery store.

and that is what is on my mind.

#MorningThoughts