Author: jennthompson

i … dont

it isn’t something that can be defined. it is only something that can be done.

ON VACATION

i want to be on a real vacation. at a sandy beach.

i want to be drinking off a hangover and contemplating making poor decisions involving a townie or some other tourist.

i want to read five books while i get a beautiful tan.

i want to complain about sand sticking to my ass.

i want my only worry to be maintaining a healthy food:booze ratio.

very.

we eat together like every night. and also have a bigger, extended friends/family supper on sundays.

i think breaking bread together is one of the most important things. second only to laughing together.

these things are the most important things.

everything i want and am willing to work for .

literally. summed up in one sentence.

i deserve everything i want, and am willing to work for.

hmmmm … just one? do i *have* to pick just one?

if i *have* to … i pick my dad. just us. because we don’t get that often, for a lot of years. it’s been a lot of family things. but for my memories of my life there was a lot of just me and my dad. and we’re both getting older now.

so if i *have* to pick just *one* person … that’s the one i pick.

no.

i don’t make it up easily either.

i have to learn a lot before i make my mind up about something. i often refer to myself as a slow learner, but in my old age i recognize myself as not so much slow … but more … thorough. i am a thorough learner.

so … when i am going to change my mind … i am just as thorough.

i try again. while formulating a new plan.

i am persistent.

i continue on and get creative, more and more creative as need be until i make my way to whatever it is i am moving toward.

i don’t know how to fail.

perseverance

i just do not give up

just the ones i hold against my self.

i walk away from everyone else without a grudge. i just get them gone.

but i have to live with me. and i hold a lot against my self.

and i would love to learn how to be free of that.

i can look at someone else and say they are human and make mistakes, and in the same situation look at myself and hate myself for it. for ever. for real.

i would love to learn how to let go of the things i hold against my self.

Absolutely.

All the time.

I am a meditating manifesting mama.

I make sure to write my goals down, I focus on intentions around the NewMoon and expect those things to be manifested by the FullMoon. i literally give myself a two week visualization cycle. that flows with theMoon. and theUniverse.

and She **always** takes care of me.